DSP

It sounds so easy- the comfort of a man. But not just any man will do. It has to be the right man. I miss the comfort of a man.

I’m not just talking sex; I miss the deepness of his voice, the hardness of his face, and the palms of his hands. I miss the look in his eye as he looks at me. I miss the silly and serious argument with a man. I miss the comfort of a man.

I miss the fleeting touches that he gives, the toilet paper roll put on backwards. I miss touching him. I miss the mischievous smile, and the all-knowing looks. I miss going to sleep with him and waking in the morning. I miss the hair in the sink, the socks on the floor. I miss the comfort of a man.

I miss him washing my car; I miss cooking for him. I miss being his. I miss not thinking about him and planning our evenings. I miss the hints of what he wants for his birthday, or Christmas. I miss the planning of our vacations. I miss him throwing out the garbage. I miss him holding me and wiping my tears. I miss him yelling at the T.V. I miss him changing channels just as I get interested. I miss taking a shower with him, I miss trying new recipes on him. I miss the comfort of a man.

I miss him while I read and he builds his model cars. I miss sharing the same space and I miss the silence of being together. I miss the messes he leaves in the kitchen, I miss cleaning together. I miss his tending to the lawn; I miss the wrong size clothes he buys me. I miss the comfort of a man.

I miss his ear breaking snoring, the thief of cover, and the legs between mine. I miss searching for him in my sleep at night. I miss the embarrassing noises he makes. I miss the comfort of a man.

I miss the way my body responds to his. I miss the way he helps me to relax. I miss the dirty words between us. I miss his expression as he climax. I miss the hardening of him under my hands and mouth. I miss his mouth between my legs. I miss his kisses, deep and sweet. I miss him unable to hold back: I miss the tensing of my legs. I miss the comfort of a man.

I miss the comfort of a man. The right man.